Douche Bag!!!!

Sometimes in life you've gotta make tough and hard decisions, that even though you know that someone could get hurt from your decision its the decision you just gotta make in away that it benefits you... Well your probably thinkin like wat the F**K is he talking about well somethin like this happened to me earlier and I was put in a very bad position of following my own heart and breaking someone else's... I in the end choose to follow my heart and do wats right for me, But even though I know I made the right decision I cant help but to feel guilty and horrible for breaking someone else's heart... & I honestly don't think it could've worked anyway. But the fact of the matter is that my heart belongs to someone else that I thought that I was over long ago but I guess I'm not. Now I've been threw this before where someone has broken my heart but the same person that broke my heart still makes me laugh, she still makes me smile, and she knows just wat to say to me. She's the one but she doesn't wanna be the one... Uhm... My heart is torn but I guess it will heal sooner or later.. right...